Oct 202008
 

Word & Strings

In remembrance of my mother, Audrey.
The strings are still strong, just invisible.

Simrat Khalsa

Words

What matter words…
one cannot hold a word.

But only things
matter
one needs to have a thing.

And now I hold
a thing
here, coolly, with my hands.

And now I hate
matter
for I have need of words.

~~ Audrey L. Webster

Going, Going, Gone. Serigraph © 2000, Simrat Khalsa

Going, Going, Gone. Serigraph © 2000, Simrat Khalsa

Strings

I touched this person
… and I don’t remember.
I sat in her lap, felt enveloped, protected
… but it did not last.
My senses remember
… my mind does not.

If only by force of will
would the breath move again
and the blood flow,
that the spirit might still be contained.

The body that I touched and loved turned to ash
and was dispersed on the forest floor
to fly away on the summer wind.

Strings that connected
– cut. I was free floating.
genetic ties cannot be cut.
memories can, and do    – fail.

Yesterday, I turned thirty-six
… the age she was when she died.
… she looks so young.
I don’t feel that young.

I am alive.
The path forward is uncharted.